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balls on fire, making him needier than he d ever thought possible.
What re you waiting for? Josh snapped, taking another step back, then another until
his heel hit the kerb and he stumbled. Nick wished it was daylight; he had no doubt Josh s
cheeks were flushed in that adorable way he only now realised he missed. That small
realisation became an epic one, the slight crack that became a major fault and caused the dam
to burst. Pride, ego, stupidity in this case, it was all the same thing, and Nick had used it as
surely as he d intended to use Josh. He d wrapped himself in it, thrilled each time Josh tried
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to contact him, sure in the knowledge the man still wanted him, but too proud, and too
scared, to risk returning the calls or texts.
A coward, all the way to the marrow of his bones, and the sudden insight sickened
him as he stared at Josh, absorbing the strong cut of his high cheekbones, the sparse
smattering of facial hair that made Josh look much younger than he was, those big green eyes
that in the moonlit night looked like twin pools of pitch black. The man was beautiful, inside
and out, and Nick had done nothing but hurt him. He could have waited, let Josh explain
why he d told Nick to leave, could have not been such a bitch about it all the list was
endless, really, and Nick would have many lonely years to think about how he d fucked up
unless he found a way to fix it all. Maybe answering Josh s questions was a way to start. Nick
coughed to clear his throat then crossed his arms over his chest. Even he knew it was a
defensive position, but he couldn t figure out what else to do with his arms and hands to
keep from reaching for Josh. He met Josh s gaze unblinkingly even as inside he was a
gelatinous mass of fear; if he fucked up any more, he knew he d never see Josh again.
I don t want you to leave. The first part was easy enough, but the second felt
wrenched from him. I chased you because I had to. I want you, uh, I want w-what you&
Nick stuttered another moment then bit his lower lip until he tasted blood. Why couldn t he
say it?
Josh had no qualms. You want me you want to fuck me or for me to fuck you?
Josh stepped closer and Nick could feel the anger rolling off him like waves of static
electricity. What s wrong, you tired of your little blond fuck toy? Wanna know what it s like
to feel what he does when you re fucking him? How it feels to have your ass split wide open
on a thick
Enough! Christ, Nick was going to come in his jeans if Josh didn t shut up! And he
needed to clarify the whole Adam thing, and he would, soon, but first, Yes! Okay? I want to
feel you doing that to me! He couldn t say it, but damned if he couldn t shout it out in
circles and purple prose if he knew any. I want it, I want you, not Adam, not
Nick didn t get any further. Josh lunged upon hearing Adam s name, and Nick found
himself once again turned and pressed face first against the driver s window.
I don t wanna hear about your boy toy, Josh rumbled, his hands clamping over
Nick s, his smaller body pressing against Nick s back. Nick felt a nudge at his ankle and
automatically spread his legs, lowering his ass down to where he and Josh both wanted it.
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Nick shuddered and arched his lower back, bringing his butt into firm contact with
Josh s groin. Adam s not my shit! The burn of a palm slapping his ass nearly had Nick
biting his tongue.
I told you, I don t wanna hear about him!
Nick frowned but kept silent. Surely he d get a chance to explain after& just after. Deft
hands slipped around his waist, then Nick gasped as his cock was stroked through the
denim, his balls cupped and squeezed. The thrust of Josh against his ass almost made Nick
come; it dragged a low cry from him as his cock leaked and his body throbbed with need.
Parts of him were fluttered, almost pulsing, and as much as he didn t want to think about it,
one certain place felt empty and aching for something more. Nick whimpered a Josh humped
against him. He realised his hands were free and he reached awkwardly behind him,
wanting to touch Josh, any part of him.
Josh muttered his approval and rewarded Nick with the scrape of teeth over the back
of his neck. Nick thought he was going to lose his fool mind. He found a place for his hands,
clumsily cupping and pulling at Josh s ass.
You want it bad, don t you, baby Nick? Josh s hips beat a rapid staccato against
Nick s ass, stealing the breath straight from his lungs. Josh s voice dipped lower, rougher
than Nick had ever heard it meaner than he d thought possible. Think you should beg for
it? Tell me, how many times have you bent over and taken it for in the past six weeks?
Enough that I can just shove your pants down and ram my fat cock in without stretching
you? Josh groaned and shuddered against him before continuing. Where s your stuff?
Wallet? Glove compartment?
How the fuck was Nick supposed to be coherent? His body was overheating with
pleasure and fear, which was ramping him straight towards ecstasy, and Josh thought he was
a whore who let anyone fuck him or something like that, and Nick was terrified of being split
in two without any& stretching, and way, way too turned on by the idea of it at the same
time. And what was this crap about his wallet and the glove compartment?
Rubbers, lube, Josh said, as if he could read Nick s mind, and maybe he could, or at
least the confused expression he must be wearing. Tell me you have them, at least one
condom, please.
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Nick started to shake his head only to remember he was currently pressed with his
cheek to the window. Words were better anyway. He needed to clarify something. None of
those things, I keep trying to tell you, I haven t been with anyone so I got no need for those!
He felt more than heard Josh s snort, the waft of air on the back of his neck. Sure,
whatever. Josh s casual dismissal of the truth hurt, but before Nick could dwell on it, his
pants were unbuttoned and shoved down, along with his briefs. Josh only pushed them far
enough to free Nick s ass, cock and balls.
You better be playing careful with your new friends, Josh whispered in a strained
voice. Nick opened his mouth to answer with another denial. Josh thrust two fingers past his
lips. Suck them, get them really wet because they re gonna be up your ass real soon.
The promise shorted out a section of Nick s brain. He moaned and lapped at the
fingers, thrilled at the chance to taste Josh. His eyes drifted shut as he imagined sucking
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